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[rgoold17]

Ok, I am very interested in trying this out for myself. To be honest I have had fantasies about this and BDSM in general for awhile. I have looked around trying to find free forums or groups that I could possibly join so I could put myself out there, but all I find are pay sites and groups that have very few postings or they are very old postings. I'm divorced with kids and I really can't just start throwing money around everywhere, so I was hoping to find someone that is already set up that wouldn't mind showing/teaching me some of this. I like regular toys and anal insertables, and can get a little freaky during any private masturbation sessions I have. Anyone have any suggestions for me, I am more than willing to answer any questions for anyone interested in showing me about this stuff. Anyway let me know.
thanks
rob